Tuesday, March 1, 2011

National Guard You Say?! & Some Other Things To Top It Off

So my boyfriend/future husband/baby daddy is planning on joining the Army National Guard..and i feel literally and quite frankly like im behind left behind in the dust. I'm working @ a job of which i hate dearly. Its not me..its YOU. I have been starting the process of me joining Aveda for the Esthetician Course, i went in for a tour and i LOVED it automatically the people are nice, we had a Sensory Journey, it was fantastic. Also thursday is SNACK DAY.. like are you fah'real?!

But me getting everything ready is not going so well, i have my financial aid filled out..well kind of.. i accidentally put my 2010 tax info in where my 2009 tax return info should have been. And its quite hard to save 200$ to hold your spot in the school, when recentlty my boyfriend got in a car accident and it ruined the car..so we had to settle for this old toyota camry..its something but from a newish honda to a 91'camry just kinda stings alittle i drive in a hooptie now Ladies and Gents. But besides the point it also is difficult when we are just starting at our own apartment, with a ton of bills , not to mention gas, and diapers/wipes and other baby necessities, it seems impossible. When things seem like they couldn't possibly get any worse, our taxes got all messed up, so i must file an amend and paper file my boyfriends taxes. blegggh It would have been great to have that money to fall back on at this moment but an amend could take months for us to get the tax money back.

And yes im 20yrs old and i still do not have a license or for the matter of fact know how to operate a vehicle to my best ability i can drive.. im just scared to death of me crash or making a wrong turn.. ill get the hang of things but JonBear will be leaving soon. ill be in a year lease.. with $$692 rent. almost 200$ cellphone bill, 89$ a month for AEP, and a cable bill which is around 80$. then top on food, diapers/wipes, baby cereal etc. im currently full time making 10.50$ hrly if i switch to a minimum wage part time job while i go to school.. we are in less vulgar terms SOL.

And my Compulsive Shopping problem does not help. bahaa :)

till the next time.